[Intro: Kanye West]
Yo man, I had the same problem, dawg
That's why I'm a player now
Man, don't trust no hoe, trust no–
[Verse 1: Solar Tha Rightchus]
My visions of a queen got tainted with reality
I wish it wasn't true, but there it is staring me
Dead inside my face, very abstract but I could touch it
Because my heart feels the pain
Let me tell you what I went through
I lost my flower that I thought had potential
Eyes incredible, I tried to touch her but the vision wasn't right
As I chant this, saw her walking through the campus, didn't say nothin' apprehensive
Scared 'cause I know emotions be expensive
She looked up, I looked the other way, fuck it, wait another day
Yo, it happened, I stepped to her, heart pumping rapidly
Make this shit stop, first conversation was about the hip-hop
That broke the ice, made me wonder
A few minutes later we exchanged numbers
Uncertain, seeing if she called like them curtains
Every five minutes checking if my phone working
Patient, stuck in a tight situation
Then she got invited to the flat cordially
Plus she still in my head like Portis be
[Chorus: ? & Kanye West]
What am I to do? (Girl what you expect me to do)
Girl I can't control myself (Ayo, I can't control myself, cmon)
After all that we've been through (After all that we've been through)
Now you run to someone else (You gon' run to somebody else?)
What the fuck is wrong with you?
[Verse 2: Solar Tha Rightchus]
The hour came, heard the knock, nerves got shot
Had to relax, music I was listening
Open up the door, she was glistening
Let me take your coat, have a seat, tried to make her comfortable
Start some small talk, discussing issues, I'm sedated
Elated by her company, electric with the motion, we touchdown
Now we kissing, change the scenery
Now the hat-trick, we need a mattress, about to practice
Had my shit on point like a cactus
Intimate, not knowing where my feelings went, 'cause now I'm ducking
Having feelings beyond fucking, it's kinda sudden, sweating
As I reflect like the mirrors do, on the plane that was spiritual
I was feeling you, in this book of life love had to be the author
Then we took a trip to the harbor, gazing
This shit feels amazing, now we blazing
Hotter than a furnace, this is our world and I'mma turn this
'Cause it's official, sign my initial
Plus I think it's been official
That we commit to each other to the finish, not just starting
I see you in the garden, that's why I picked you
[Chorus: ? & Kanye West]
What am I to do? (Yo, what am I supposed to do)
Girl I can't control myself (You got me losing my mind, every time, every time)
After all that we've been through (And after all that we've been through)
Now you run to someone else
You got the nerve to run your ungrateful ass to somebody else, cmon
[Verse 3: Solar Tha Rightchus & Kanye West]
I'm staring at the wall, wondering where you went, been
Finding my self elaborating on the issue
Reluctantly grabbing tissue, damn I miss you
Where the fuck you at, I ain't even talk about the physical
Reminiscing when I used to rub your back until you fell asleep
Then your pager beep, let me guess
That must have been your mother, your brother, or your cousin
It doesn't matter, I gave you twelve chances like the dozen
Presented you a test and you failed it
Now to the ground my heart is welded
Wishin' that I bought insurance on
'Cause I only see you in your purest form, but you be contaminated
Wishin' that my heart was laminated so it wouldn't rip to pieces
She wasn't pimpin' me, just wanted me a flower
Before I made it in the industry, you on some foul shit
Matter fact don't even call back, I'd rather fuck a mall rat
Out a catalogue, get your shit tight before you call us niggas gods
Understand? And them games that you ran, don't trip
I see it all the time (See it all the time)
Plus the best thing you ever gave me was a topic for my rhymes (Yeah)
[Chorus: ? & Kanye West]
What am I to do? (Yo, what you expect a nigga to do)
Girl I can't control myself (I don't know what it is but I can't control myself, cmon)
After all that we've been through (Ahh, yo, after all that we been through)
Now you run to someone else
Where that nigga stay? Let me catch that nigga outside
What am I to do? (What the fuck you expect me to do?)
Can't believe a word you say (I can't believe shit you say no more, always saying some shit)
Simple eyes are always true (And I don't believe in shit, in fact I didn't believe that in the first place)
Now you want to play these games
Man, you playing these games and shit, yo I'mma sing it like a thug
[Bridge: Kanye West]
You playing these games, tryna play me like a lame
And that's a motherfucking shame
You got with a nigga 'cause money ain't a thing
[Outro: Kanye West]
9, 8, Solar nigga
Brian "All Day" Miller
Killin' em