What Am I To Do?

[Intro: Kanye West] Yo man, I had the same problem, dawg That's why I'm a player now Man, don't trust no hoe, trust no– [Verse 1: Solar Tha Rightchus] My visions of a queen got tainted with reality I wish it wasn't true, but there it is staring me Dead inside my face, very abstract but I could touch it Because my heart feels the pain Let me tell you what I went through I lost my flower that I thought had potential Eyes incredible, I tried to touch her but the vision wasn't right As I chant this, saw her walking through the campus, didn't say nothin' apprehensive Scared 'cause I know emotions be expensive She looked up, I looked the other way, fuck it, wait another day Yo, it happened, I stepped to her, heart pumping rapidly Make this shit stop, first conversation was about the hip-hop That broke the ice, made me wonder A few minutes later we exchanged numbers Uncertain, seeing if she called like them curtains Every five minutes checking if my phone working Patient, stuck in a tight situation Then she got invited to the flat cordially Plus she still in my head like Portis be [Chorus: ? & Kanye West] What am I to do? (Girl what you expect me to do) Girl I can't control myself (Ayo, I can't control myself, cmon) After all that we've been through (After all that we've been through) Now you run to someone else (You gon' run to somebody else?) What the fuck is wrong with you? [Verse 2: Solar Tha Rightchus] The hour came, heard the knock, nerves got shot Had to relax, music I was listening Open up the door, she was glistening Let me take your coat, have a seat, tried to make her comfortable Start some small talk, discussing issues, I'm sedated Elated by her company, electric with the motion, we touchdown Now we kissing, change the scenery Now the hat-trick, we need a mattress, about to practice Had my shit on point like a cactus Intimate, not knowing where my feelings went, 'cause now I'm ducking Having feelings beyond fucking, it's kinda sudden, sweating As I reflect like the mirrors do, on the plane that was spiritual I was feeling you, in this book of life love had to be the author Then we took a trip to the harbor, gazing This shit feels amazing, now we blazing Hotter than a furnace, this is our world and I'mma turn this 'Cause it's official, sign my initial Plus I think it's been official That we commit to each other to the finish, not just starting I see you in the garden, that's why I picked you [Chorus: ? & Kanye West] What am I to do? (Yo, what am I supposed to do) Girl I can't control myself (You got me losing my mind, every time, every time) After all that we've been through (And after all that we've been through) Now you run to someone else You got the nerve to run your ungrateful ass to somebody else, cmon [Verse 3: Solar Tha Rightchus & Kanye West] I'm staring at the wall, wondering where you went, been Finding my self elaborating on the issue Reluctantly grabbing tissue, damn I miss you Where the fuck you at, I ain't even talk about the physical Reminiscing when I used to rub your back until you fell asleep Then your pager beep, let me guess That must have been your mother, your brother, or your cousin It doesn't matter, I gave you twelve chances like the dozen Presented you a test and you failed it Now to the ground my heart is welded Wishin' that I bought insurance on 'Cause I only see you in your purest form, but you be contaminated Wishin' that my heart was laminated so it wouldn't rip to pieces She wasn't pimpin' me, just wanted me a flower Before I made it in the industry, you on some foul shit Matter fact don't even call back, I'd rather fuck a mall rat Out a catalogue, get your shit tight before you call us niggas gods Understand? And them games that you ran, don't trip I see it all the time (See it all the time) Plus the best thing you ever gave me was a topic for my rhymes (Yeah) [Chorus: ? & Kanye West] What am I to do? (Yo, what you expect a nigga to do) Girl I can't control myself (I don't know what it is but I can't control myself, cmon) After all that we've been through (Ahh, yo, after all that we been through) Now you run to someone else Where that nigga stay? Let me catch that nigga outside What am I to do? (What the fuck you expect me to do?) Can't believe a word you say (I can't believe shit you say no more, always saying some shit) Simple eyes are always true (And I don't believe in shit, in fact I didn't believe that in the first place) Now you want to play these games Man, you playing these games and shit, yo I'mma sing it like a thug [Bridge: Kanye West] You playing these games, tryna play me like a lame And that's a motherfucking shame You got with a nigga 'cause money ain't a thing [Outro: Kanye West] 9, 8, Solar nigga Brian "All Day" Miller Killin' em