Too Late to Say

I get a little bit tired From all the memories I've got inside my head I get a little bit higher Even though I know I'm not deserving it I feel a little desire Every time I open up and lose control But now I'm out of one-liners And still a little bit tired When there's a good thing coming I turn around instead I'm getting good at ignoring it Is it too late to say that I'm lost on my own It's like all of its for not on a sinking stone So I'll tighten my grip on the last part of me Is it too late to say I was always afraid But not today Remember late 2000's Empty bottles and a pencil in my hand Maybe a part of me doubted So I never said the things I should've said It turns out that it's a challenge The balance I'm probably thinking too much About it The sentiment was lost but I found it along the way When there's a good thing coming I drown it out instead I can't keep it from flooding in Is it too late to say that I'm lost on my own It's like all of its for not on a sinking stone So I'll tighten my grip on the last part of me Is it too late to say I was always afraid But not today When crashes come calling Still I keep stalling Who am I to say I can't take it all the way When crashes come calling Still I keep stalling Who am I to say I can't take it all the way Is it too late to say that I'm lost on my own It's like all of its for not on a sinking stone So I'll tighten my grip on the last part of me Is it too late to say I was always afraid Is it too late to say that I'm lost on my own It's like all of its for not on a sinking stone So I'll tighten my grip on the last part of me Is it too late to say I was always afraid Is it too late to say I was always afraid But not today No not today