Forever Unsatisfied

I used to drown in bottle Smoke filled my lungs My head was spun Put gas on the fire That would turn me into a sociopath I was feeding of stress, trapped in a mess My life was excess, I was duped and oppressed, I Cut the ties with the ones who dragged me down I couldn't find a smile, I'm still wearing a frown I thought that love would be the cure Chasing feelings of joy, not so obscure But no matter how far, no matter how high I can't seem to touch the sky Forever unsatisfied I run for miles and miles But the finish line fades and I wonder why It's been a year since I quit the poison But still I feel a void that can't be outrun The mirror shows a face that's healed Yet the longing in my eyes can't be concealed I have traded vices to regain my soul But there's a part of me that still feels out of control What do you think you're doing, man? Nobody cares! Rock and roll is sick! I've chased the sun, I've sought the light But nothing seems to make it right Forever searching, forever tried I'm forever unsatisfied I've done all I can But still feel incomplete My mind is not my friend I just can't find my peace I've turned my life around I found my health, my rage and love But I still feel the strain No matter what I do I'm blinded by the sun The mirror shows a face that's healed Yet the longing in my eyes can't be concealed I have traded vices to regain my soul But there's a part of me that still feels out Out of control I've chased the sun, I've sought the light But nothing seems to make it right Forever searching, forever tried I'm forever unsatisfied Cleared my veins and broke the chains Yet my quest remains undefined Forever searching, forever tried I'm forever unsatisfied