I’m Actually Done With Myself

[Chorus] You say you're the best for me But i'm my worst enemy I fantasise the death of me I never fear My mind has been stressing me Ever since I turned 17 It just keep on telling me "You're not welcome here" I focus on jealousy try to ignore through Hennessy Xanax my remedy, surprised I'm still here Understand what you telling me You can change you keep telling me Been dead i'm just telling me My life never cared [Verse] Why would I think that I could just hold on? I don't mean to make you think that you're wasting your time Smoke and pop my pain away I hold on Moonlight shining on me, that's when I think about my life [Chorus] You say you're the best for me But i'm my worst enemy I fantasise the death of me I never fear My mind has been stressing me Ever since I turned 17 It just keep on telling me "You're not welcome here" I focus on jealousy try to ignore through Hennessy Xanax my remedy, surprised I'm still here Understand what you telling me You can change you keep telling me Been dead i'm just telling me My life never cared