Before I Hit The Floor

[Verse 1] And I can't really describe it so I try to hide it I used to feel moisture inside of my eyelids I'd cast my reflection, I'd see you were smiling Reminds me that I'm nothing like I used to be [Pre-Chorus] Now everything's so squeaking clean Oh, what a change, those were the days Oh, what a change, those were the days It's what I need, it brings out the worst in me But it still makes me smile, I'm a freak inside Oh, it still makes me smile, I'm a freak [Chorus] But I'm sitting on this flight right now Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor And now I'm sitting on this flight right now Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor [Verse 2] And I just need reminding, reminding what life is Outside the asylum, inside of my mind I'll try and escape it, but it always finds us Readmits me back to where I've always been [Pre-Chorus] It brings out the worst in me It still makes me smile, I'm a freak inside Oh, it still makes me smile, I'm a freak [Chorus] But I'm sitting on this flight right now Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor And now I'm sitting on this flight right now Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor [Bridge] And it goes hand in hand, my heart and my pain Nail me to the cross, leave me out in the rain And when I'm bleeding out, I'll use it for paint And hopefully, I'll make something worthy again [Chorus] But I'm sitting on this flight right now Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor And now I'm sitting on this flight right now Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor [Outro] And now I'm sitting on this flight right now