[Verse 1]
And I can't really describe it so I try to hide it
I used to feel moisture inside of my eyelids
I'd cast my reflection, I'd see you were smiling
Reminds me that I'm nothing like I used to be
[Pre-Chorus]
Now everything's so squeaking clean
Oh, what a change, those were the days
Oh, what a change, those were the days
It's what I need, it brings out the worst in me
But it still makes me smile, I'm a freak inside
Oh, it still makes me smile, I'm a freak
[Chorus]
But I'm sitting on this flight right now
Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how
I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure
I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor
And now I'm sitting on this flight right now
Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how
I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure
I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor
[Verse 2]
And I just need reminding, reminding what life is
Outside the asylum, inside of my mind
I'll try and escape it, but it always finds us
Readmits me back to where I've always been
[Pre-Chorus]
It brings out the worst in me
It still makes me smile, I'm a freak inside
Oh, it still makes me smile, I'm a freak
[Chorus]
But I'm sitting on this flight right now
Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how
I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure
I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor
And now I'm sitting on this flight right now
Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how
I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure
I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor
[Bridge]
And it goes hand in hand, my heart and my pain
Nail me to the cross, leave me out in the rain
And when I'm bleeding out, I'll use it for paint
And hopefully, I'll make something worthy again
[Chorus]
But I'm sitting on this flight right now
Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how
I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure
I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor
And now I'm sitting on this flight right now
Staring at the door and I'm just wondering how
I'll unlock it and drop it, I'll know that I'll be sure
I'll finally feel something before I feel me hit the floor
[Outro]
And now I'm sitting on this flight right now
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