Uncultured

Am I uncultured A little pair of vultures Circling around my head and making me question my pride Question my pride Am i a loner It's hard from getting older Gradually moving away just to focus on my life Focus on my life And I can't see what I've done wrong My future's lurked [?] For once it'd be clear and I could change I could change Cause if I'm uncultured The little pair of vultures Circling around my head eventually will take my pride And there goes my life Am I uncultured A little bit revolted Never be myself around a person that I never really liked Never really liked Is this uncool for Feeling kinda colder Are you just the type just to leave without saying goodbye Saying goodbye And I can't see where I've gone wrong But we've not come for dance [?] I can see that I'll change your mind I'll change your mind Cause if this is culture I'm living like a soldier Isolating feelings in a way that'll make me feel fine I guess this is fine Sitting on a loaded gun again Feel the weight of my hand on this stupid pen Just a therapeutic way to claim I'm busy when you're on my mind Holding onto the thought that you'll change again Keep a notebook of songs that you're featured in It's just an empathetic symphony that plays when you cross my mind Cause if this culture I'm living like a soldier Isolating feelings in a way that'll make me feel fine I guess this is fine