Beautiful Struggle

[Intro: Tony Moxberg] This that pain music Eh [Verse 1: Styles P] Where I'm from, you hustle or you hook They do nothing by the book, when you fucking with a crook Niggas bust in broad day, like fuck [?] nigga look Still waters run deep, and these other niggas shook I know pain, I know hustle, I know struggle, I know bills do I know what it is when these niggas wanna kill you And you thought you knew well But you sitting in the cell, 'cause them niggas gon' tell And you tryna find your lawyer, like you gon' need a bail Let me make myself clear See the angels in my eye, hear the devil in my ear Got a history of vilants, tryna leave it in the reer Tryna keep my kicks clean But the mud is so dirty, and these niggas on lean All I really want is green, and a big bag of smoke, to flee the motherfucking scene [Chorus: Tony Moxberg] I'm from where they hustling, or hooked on drugs Ones with no heart, will tell you it's all love Heartless, I'm just living the dream Still in the mud, tryna keep my kicks clean Yeah, came a long way Devil in my ear, telling me the wrong way Uh, tryna ignore him But everytime I hang up, he keeps on calling [Verse 2: Tony Moxberg] Do it for the suckers and the non believers And my mom who has cancer, rocking the [?] Used to be cold nights, like we lived in the freezer Had to get the block shaking like it's having a seizure Learning mathamatics, hanging round crack addicts Stickshift hoopty, riding with automatics Sorry for my sins, lord, I'm a sinner Chicken wings and fried rice, every night for dinner Kept fighting, rolled with every punch But the bills ain't been paid for the last three months Damn, everything's passed due So don't say I'm showing off when you see me flash jewls Far from cocky, I'm just happy Thought they'd clap for me, instead they clapped me Came from the bottom, get it by any means Life was a nightmare, ain't have too many dreams [Chorus: Tony Moxberg] I'm from where they hustling, or hooked on drugs Ones with no heart, will tell you it's all love Heartless, I'm just living the dream Still in the mud, tryna keep my kicks clean Yeah, came a long way Devil in my ear, telling me the wrong way Uh, tryna ignore him But everytime I hang up, he keeps on calling [Verse 3: Jadakiss] Streets don't love you, but niggas fall in love with them Rich and unhappy, broke and you struggling Figuring it out is the challenge, it's all puzzling Good vs evil the balance, the lord's covering Yeah, the game is too commertial You hit the cinnimax with pain, it's universal They just wanna Google your name, it's cool to search you If used the wrong way, the fame is due to hurt you Uh, now you finally on the map First the devil was on your shoulder, but now he on your back Got you losing your mind, you forgot about the cap Yeah you doing your numbers, but you forgot about the stacks Yeah, better get your healing When you coming from the bottom, it's a different feeling Trust, I used to be a monster before It's crazy, the crack babies we're responsible for Damn [Chorus: Tony Moxberg] I'm from where they hustling, or hooked on drugs Ones with no heart, will tell you it's all love Heartless, I'm just living the dream Still in the mud, tryna keep my kicks clean Yeah, came a long way Devil in my ear, telling me the wrong way Uh, tryna ignore him But everytime I hang up, he keeps on calling