My Grave Is Mine to Dig

[Verse 1] I run away from everything that's good for me When every voice that you hear is the same one All you can think to do is run Make no mistake I'm everything I say I hate Hypocritical, lost individual, no longer worth your faith [Pre-Chorus] I know I can be better than this Masquerading has never done me justice I am what I am A boy not yet the man that I want to be Despite what I have led you to believe I'm nothing as I seem No ground beneath my feet [Chorus] I can't seem to get away from me This person in the mirror's not the same one that I want to be Is there more than what I see? Sometimes it's hard to let go When I don't know what lies in front of me [Post-Chorus] Get away from me [Verse 2] Death to self is much easier said than done Death to self is much easier said than done Pain is what has set me free I had to go through Hell to find what's best in me [Pre-Chorus] Still think I can be better than this Despite the weight that is my conscience Life was never fair but I am never broke beyond repair Still searching for any place that I can call my home And even though I'm lost I know I'm not alone [Chorus] I can't seem to get away from me This person in the mirror's not the same one that I want to be Is there more than what I see? Sometimes it's hard to let go When I don't know what lies in front of me [Breakdown] If I could change myself I would But I don't know where to begin My grave is mine to dig My grave is mine to dig [Outro] If I could change myself I would But I don't know where to begin