It's a Shame

[Verse 1] Lately, I've been feelin' lonely I'm carb-loadin' rigatoni Eatin' my feelings, I don't need crystal healing In a way, it's the same, it's the same [Verse 2] 'Cause I got a shit job, it pays shit money Save for a shit house if we're really, really lucky Yeah, I'll get complacent 'Cause this feels amazing In a way, it's a shame, it's a shame [Pre-Chorus] So I thank all my stars for how far I have come But I can't help but feel just a little bit numb [Chorus] I lost forever, is that the cost? Yeah, I'm dumb Don't think I'll ever be in love [Verse 3] You keep sayin' that you love me Wait until you get to know me I eat my feelings, wash 'em down with a beer I guess we'rе not gettin' out of here [Verse 4] 'Causе I've got a shit heart now, it gives shit lovin' And maybe I'll consider putting my head in the oven Yeah, I'll get complacent 'Cause this feels amazing In a way, it's a shame, it's a shame [Pre-Chorus] That Van Gogh has stars for how far I have come But I can't help but feel just a little bit numb [Chorus] I lost forever, is that the cost? Yeah, I'm dumb Don't think I'll ever be in love