Demons knows this too

As a kid around 90's I use to think elders die first Till I realize after may 6 My lil bro died damn he was just a young What's life without what you want? (Huh) If I what I want turn me into a victim Don't blame it on me Blame it on the system 2pac wonder if heaven got a ghetto He's up there now guess he know better Sometimes I feel like my blessings have been over delayed Like when a lady never said yes Is not like I'm questioning Oh Lord! You should hear my music and the melody... Come quick and give me my blessings Most talent changing destiny Coz you ain't coming at them Real quick Like my dog do to me I choose my part with you But when it gets real bad u make wanna side (uuh) Maybe it would better if I'd sold my soul to the devil Ahh.. That ain't cool I know demons only invite demons Neither I wanna be broke Someone should get my message Is God even listening I was broke lil back in time Did use my homei 5ive12 cell to get online No I ain't tripping I'd a niqqa back then.. We smoke garri together The funny part of it is we did use corn I don't wanna do this no more Damn U use to be my homei Right now you don't know me But I don't reason shit like that, I grew up to avoid snitches It seems like a horror movie clitche Bout time you hmd Coz I'm bout to get paid I think I feel what trippe x felt I was depressed when I'm writing this I only let you see my teeth We know life is a lesson And I'm your teacher Stop claiming... I lost a coin on a cold scary night I lost myself trynna find everyone Niggas kill niggas for the pussy these days If she was a drink I be drunk every day Don't judge me don't judge me Everything I do na for survival everything I do na for survival everything I do na for survival (*2) How can I pray when am hungry how can I smile when am starving Am from the mud am so dirty I feel like Jesus the betrayed me Ama go to hell to see my fam in paradise I must get the bag to see my mama fucking smile R I p to playing safe and riding slow slow If I crash then its what its men