Broken Paper Plane

[Verse 1] Heard it's your birthday today Still I'll apologize the same For lying myself in selfish ways I'll bear the weight of all the shame If it's the cocaine that stained All of our plates and knives and trays And flying on a broken paper plane With families screaming Jesus' name [Pre-Chorus] Emptied out your house Filled it with anger, fear, and doubt Expecting just love but love runs out Ripping my roots out from the ground [Chorus] Would you be okay if I never came around and ruined everything? Ask me to stay if I drew up and owned up to the mess I made Back in 402, never told the truth Now the walls are an emptier shade of blue Stopping to save since I showed up and crashed your broken paper plane [Verse 2] It's a brand new day Look in the mirror, see your face You wouldn't recognize anyway Can't believe what I became [Pre-Chorus] I kept your letters just in case I'd make it up to you someday For now, I'm folding my arm in ways to fly a broken paper plane [Chorus] Would you be okay if I never came around and ruined everything? Ask me to stay if I drew up and owned up to the mess I made Back in 402, never told the truth Now the walls are an emptier shade of blue Stopping to save since I showed up and crashed your broken paper plane [Bridge] Are you such a human way Of shapeshifting into someone you would hate Noticing only when it's too late [Chorus] Would you be okay if I never came around and fucked up everything? Ask me to stay if I drew up and owned up to the mess I made You were there for me, wasn't there for you Bowing out was just something I had to do Stopping to save since I showed up and crashed your broken paper plane [Instrumental]