Lie to Myself

All those times that I would lie to myself While you would fuck around with everyone else It's not good for yours or my mental health I'm slowly turning into somebody else And I'm feeling up and down Feeling up and down And I didn't wanna love you, I didn't wanna cry But I can't help but wonder who you're out with tonight So, do me a favour, and don't let me know 'Cause I can't handle it Whatever you do, don't tell me the truth Whatever you do, don't tell me the truth No, I don't wanna know what you've been up to Whatever you do, don't tell me the truth Not the truth I'll probably see you through a mutual friend And you'll tell me all about your perfect weekend You're moving up, and you've got money to spend I say "good for you", I smile and pretend And tell myself that I'm not going up and down Not going up and down And I didn't wanna love you, I feel, don't wanna cry But I can't help but wonder who you're out with tonight So do me a favour, and don't let me know 'Cause I can't handle it Whatever you do, don't tell me truth Whatever you do, don't tell me truth No, I don't wanna know what you've been up to Whatever you do, don't tell me truth Not the truth That was a dick move And honestly, I find that you are so cruel I never would have trusted or defended you Yeah, you know it too So next time, baby Whatever you do, don't tell me the truth Whatever you do, don't tell me the truth No, I don't wanna know what you've been up to Whatever you do, don't tell me the truth Not the truth And I didn't wanna love you, I didn't wanna cry But you keep up calling through the middle of the night So, do me a favour, just let me go 'Cause I can't handle it