Rain For Christmas

I'm hoping it rains for Christmas
'Cause I miss you the most when it snows
I sit in the drive 'cause I can't stand the sight
Of you not standing there at the door

I'm hoping it pours for Christmas
So my sisters don't see me cry
I sit by your chair and pretend that you're there
Until I'm driving home through the night

I turn off all the songs
Look away from the lights
Maybe I can make it to at least New Years Eve
Till I fall on my knees

So I'm hoping it storms for New Year's
So I never have to explain
Why I stayed in and lost my mind again
Wishing you could come back for a day

You're still in my phone
And I don't know why
Sometimes I still text you how I am doing
And how hard this is to go through

But I'm hoping it's warm for Christmas
So it doesn't feel like it's here
I can't say goodbye when my heart couldn't try
Maybe I can let you go next year
Maybe I can let you go next year
Maybe I can let you go next year