[Intro]
(Acidgvrl)
[Verse: Jaakusame Yûmi]
Twenty-twenty-twenty-twenty
Plus damn years on this planet, can't believe I fucked up
They say, "Your luck's up, you're such a fuck-up"
This ain't no sympathy grab, these are feelings that I have
Deep in my heart, man, Jaaku gives people salt, man
But she's a character, this Yûmi singin' right now
Not the psychotic ass bitch on X actin' like a fuckin' clown
Yeah, I fucked up man, but I had intention
Not to even mention three trans girls wanted to try to kill me
But it's not about your enemy's actions, it's about yours
When I broke my promise
Disappointed, wanted to punch the door
Girlfriend looking at me like I am a fuckin' bore
Momma text me the other day, said I was a fuckin' whore
Didn't wanna visit her, but now I regret that I missed that call
Said, "Fuck this shit, got hate, now my back's against the wall"
Feel like nobody loves me anymore, they're like, "That's all?
Prayin' for your damn downfall, crashin' out, you're such a tweak"
I know my music is bleak, but I got bills man
There's one thing you got and I don't and it's called fuckin' family
All I got is my sister and girl, a roof above me
People attack with unfair purpose, ego destroyin' me
Lay in hearses, hope you forgive me, this is Yûmi
Any crazy shit I say is intentional
I'm-I'm-I'm not explaining myself, it get toxic on the digital
Web anxiety strung up like webs
Assumptions after assumptions, they never wished we well
Let people control your thoughts while I live in hell
They talk down and bad, what a cold shoulder
Lettin' people down man, I feel the pain like boulders
Over me crashing out, now I feel lonely
I'll never see my Mum again
They'll never listen again, they're all gone now
"Haha, it's your fault now"
Got-got-gotta live with my mistakes, I won't give up
Screamin' in my ear with novels will make me not give a fuck
Wanted a real friend from start, they saw me as trollbait
Look at my music, contemplate, called my shit paper plate
Blacklisted and banned me, I had a fucking plan B
Sex addict, pills like damn candy, steal my music, bet it's handy
When they fuck with you more "Oh, Acid is just a whore"
Let's laugh at her now, beatin' your ass in tweets now
"You look a fuckin' clown," that's management, you helped my frown
Sometimes I just wanna go to town and—
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