Remember Me Happy

I don't wanna live no more
I'm a stranger in my body
I don't recognize the person I've become
And what am I doing this for?
I wanna say I'm sorry to the people that I love
Forgive me for leaving
I never meant to keep this all from you

Sometimes I wonder would you visit when I'm gone
Put petals on my stone
Remember me happy or not even at all
These thoughts are monsters in my head
It's a battle I won't win
This can't go on forever, here's hoping it gets better

Something really needs to change
Yeah, I may have lost my family
But I found myself a new one along the way
And I know I have a tendency
To let me demons get the best of me
Oh, the ones that I won't let you see, oh

Sometimes I wonder would you visit when I'm gone
Put petals on my stone
Remember me happy or not even at all
These thoughts are monsters in my head
It's a battle I won't win
This can't go on forever, here's hoping it gets better

Oh, there's so much you can't see
Oh, you brought out the best in me
Oh, you'll be looking down on me
Down on me, woah-oh

These thoughts are monsters in my head
It's a battle I won't win
It can't go on forever
Here's holding on together