Am I Why?

[Verse 1]

Tell me something I wanna hear

Not just something I am begging you to say

Tell me that you're happy that we ended up here

Not just that you're bored and I am your escape

[Pre-Chorus]

Baby, am I just a habit?

I don't know 'bout that shit

Stretching to the edges of the room like I'm elastic

Feeling like a magnet, pulling in the habits

Is that what I thought would happen?

I guess you said that this was it

And it is, but then again, I'm asking

[Chorus]

Is it me?

Am I why I'm never having any fun?

Am I why I don't get the things I want?

I try but I always end up where I was

Disillusioned, disillusioned

[Verse 2]

I can always make you look good

Carvе you out of wood until you fit with me

But just because I can, it doеsn't mean that I should

Nothing here conducted electricity

[Pre-Chorus]

Baby, am I just a habit?

I don't know 'bout that shit

Tryna get a signal but I'm only catching static

Feeling so dramatic, you're monosyllabic

It's not what I thought would happen

I guess you said that this was it

And it is, but then again, I'm asking

[Chorus]

Is it me?

Am I why I'm never having any fun?

Am I why I don't get the things I want?

I try but I always end up where I was

Disillusioned, disillusioned

[Spoken]

Like, get the fuck out of here, bro

Like, no one cares about your stupid little knife skills

[Bridge]

I wish I didn't want you

I wish I didn't want you

To want me

[Chorus]

Am I why I'm never having any fun?

Am I why I don't get the things I want?

I try but I always end up where I was

And I feel so much better when I'm done

And now 'cause you're already standing by the door

I won't mind when you don't want me anymore

'Cause there's only so much I can take before

I'm disillusioned, disillusioned