Pulsar Star

Silent gloom
I walk into my empty room
And smell the trace of nice perfume
Of someone pretty fine
Someone never mine
Piece by peace
I fall apart and beg – God, please
I heard them laugh, I saw them kiss
And wonder who to blame
That I don't get the same?

Of course it's me
(It's me, it's me)
Who else it be?
(It be, it be)
My fault neglecting what I need
Ice breaks twice
We'll meet in few weeks or lives

Hearts of stone – they shatter too
On cold floors in their rooms
God, my soul is crying too
With endless tears, it's bruised
Guess I am way too used
To being greedily used
Spining 'round and 'round and faster
My mass is too hard to master
For a normal, usual human being
Hold me, hug me, or I'll fall
Lose the oddments of my soul
And turn into a merciless black hole

To be sublime quasar
All near must be devoured
That's the fate
Of pulsar star of mine
Who dreams to shine