everything is miserable & i am brooding alone in my dark dark room

Do you see people as colors too?
I'm more of a cyan and you're more of a
2020 vision turns to grayscale cynicism
Trading friends for inhibition hits too close to me
Is this boredom or is it apathy
Grey cloudy skies will take over the night
I wonder how much longer that I can stand this hell
Razor behavior, an eye for an eye
I'm a parasite, look me in the eye
And tell me everything is gonna be alright
Why oh why
Does everyone I love wanna die?
Why oh why
Does everyone I love make me cry?
Why oh why
I get that life's hard and they say it gets harder
So I'll just live out of spite
I'd rather die as a martyr
To the system that's fucked
Me more than anyone else has
Maybe if I give up, maybe I'd be less of a drag
Please call me more on the phone
I'm sick of being alone
Another night in this bed I'd rather comatose
I'm getting tired of sleeping
I'm getting tired of breathing
I'm getting tired of being myself
MYSELF
(When will this all end?)
Why oh why
Does everyone does everyone
Why oh why
Why oh why
Does everyone I love wanna die?
Why oh why
Does everyone I love wanna die?