The Dirt

[Verse 1]

If I’m being honest

I'm not sure I really want this

I’ve been going through the motions slowly

Barely conscious

They tell me that I’ve lost it

'Cause I got everything I wanted

But I’ve been feeling hopeless lately

And I can’t stop it

[Chorus]

All I wanted was a way out

But I’m scared to look down just to find out

That I’m still on the ground

If I never even left the dirt

Can I really fall so hard it hurts?

If I leave now, am I paying the price?

For a dream that I’d be leaving behind

If I never even left the dirt

Can I really fall so hard, it hurts?

[Verse 2]

I know I should be cautious

'Cause I’ve been staking up the losses

What if everything I’ve built my hopes on turns out rotten?

Now I’m drowning in the voices In my head

They say I made my choices and my bed

And now I lie awake dreaming of paths I didn’t take

I didn’t take

[Chorus]

All I wanted was a way out

But I’m scared to look down just to find out

That I’m still on the ground

If I never even left the dirt

Can I really fall so hard it hurts?

If I leave now, am I paying the price?

For a dream that I’d be leaving behind

If I never even left the dirt

Can I really fall so hard, it hurts?

[Breakdown]

Find me in the dirt

[Chorus]

All I wanted was a way out

But I’m scared to look down just to find out

That I’m still on the ground

If I never even left the dirt

Can I really fall so hard it hurts?

If I leave now, am I paying the price? (Leave now)

For a dream that I’d be leaving behind (Dream that)

If I never even left the dirt

Can I really fall so hard that it hurts?

[Outro]

If I’m being honest

I'm not sure I really want this

I'm barely conscious

Can I really fall so hard, it hurts?