Me Against My Head

Every morning, I'll put on some makeup
I'll colour my face in like a colouring pad
Tryna tell myself that I'm a weapon
And I look amazing but I don't mean that

Describe yourself in three words, I'll list things that I despise
There's only one person involved and I'm here picking sides
I'll batter every inch of what's been keeping me alive
But I

I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind
I couldn't impress her even if I tried
You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great
But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake?
And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead
When it's me, it's me against my head

And I wanna go out for a dinner and eat lots of pizza
Without feeling bad
And I wanna be voicing opinions in deep conversations
Without feeling bland

Describe yourself in three words, I'll list things that I despise
There's only one person involved and I'm here picking sides
I'll batter every inch of what's been keeping me alive
But I

I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind
I couldn't impress her even if I tried
You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great
But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake?
And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead
When it's me, it's me against my head

Where's the self-confident girl
With all of her freckles and curls?
Now dreaming of healthy and thin
Sitting here sucking in thinking that's gonna change the world
Change the world

I live by the rules of the bitch inside my mind
I couldn't impress her even if I tried
You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great
But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake?
And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead
When it's me, it's me against my head