Christmas, Hopefully

Morning breaks
It's a sobering take
But I'm here and you are not again
This time of year I usually lean on my closest friends
Secretly hoping that you'll be coming back here

I don't mind
I don't care
I don't need your love
And no maybe I never did
I am strong
I belong
To this world
And if I cannot belong to anyone

Then i'll confide in the quiet winter light gathering
I hope you find
Some peace of mind

This Christmas, Hopefully

It was Christmas night
Back in '99
You went out. No one knew where you went
I've spent my whole damn life trying to find you

I don't mind
I don't care
I don't need your love
And no maybe I never did
I am strong
I belong
To this world
And if I cannot belong to anyone

Then i'll confide in the quiet winter light gathering
I hope you find
Some peace of mind

This Christmas, hopefully

I do mind
I do care
I still need your love
The truth is that I always will
I'm not strong
But I belong
To this world and if I cannot belong to anyone
Then I'll confide in this quiet winter light gathering.

Hoping to find
Some peace of mind

This Christmas, hopefully