Covered In Chaos

I've been drowning in my mind
And I can barely breathe
Treading water like a child in need
Why'd you have to leave me here
To work it out alone?
I don't wanna grow up this fast on my own

And I know I've been messing up lately
Living on no sleep, barely alive
Now I see you when every reflection
Should be in Heaven by now

I'm covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you
And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control
Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you
Send me a sign that you're not alone

And I've been kept straight by your hand
But now I'm gasoline
Starting fires and washing sand with sea

And I know I've been messing up lately
Living on no sleep, barely alive
Now I see you when every reflection
Should be in Heaven by now

Covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you
And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control
Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you
Send me a sign that you're not alone

And I'm not a fool, just beat up my truth
I hope it'll pass by the time I see you
Get out of this room, get over the truth
And I'll be okay by the time I see you

'Cause I know I've been messing up lately
Living on no sleep, barely alive

I'm covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you
And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control
Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you
Send me a sign that you're not alone
So send me a sign that you're not alone