Never Going Back

In my youth I was restless
Never knowing why days turn blue
I was sure, sure of nothing
I was searching for something new

If I'm being honest there's no promise
That all things turn the way you want them to
And the worst part is you can't fight it
But you might learn how to find a way through

I've lost and I've been let down
I've been torn in two
It's so long since I felt right
I want something new

I'm never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Never going back to those days

In my time I've seen all things
Some that made me, some broke me too
Through the bullshit and the beauty
Sometimes changes leave marks on you

If I'm being honest there's no promise
That all things turn the way you want them to
And the best parts is the pain and heartache
Will teach you how to find a way through

I've lost and I've been let down
I've been torn in two
It's so long since I felt right
I want something new

I'm never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Never going back to those days

I'm never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Never going back to those days

So there it is
The beauty and the bullshit
A slow crawl out of hell
Through mud, blood and tears
I've earned every stripe
Every stitch and every bruise
Yeah I've got regrets
And plenty of things I'd change
Well fuck it, C'est la vie
It's all part of the mix
So eyes, heart and soul forward
I'm never going back
I'm never, going, back, to those days
Those days, those days, those days

It's so long since I felt right
I want something new

I'm never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Never going back to those days

I'm never going back
Never going back
Never going back
Never going back to those days