I Don't Mind

Now that you've subserved
A game in which I seem to never find out just what I am
I don't know if I'm a natural ham
A shame and a sham

But if you don't mind, I don't mind

I'm lost without a clue
How can I undo the tangle of these webs I keep waving?
I don't know if I should be both raving
Deceptive or saving

But if you don't mind, I don't mind

I used to beg that you didn't care
But gambling never got me anywhere
And each time I used to feel so sure
Something about you made me doubt you more

How can you convince me
When everything I see just makes me feel you're putting me down?
And if it's true, this pathetic clown will keep hanging around

But if you don't mind, I don't mind

I used to beg that you didn't care
But gambling never got me anywhere
And each time I used to feel so sure
Something about you made me doubt you more

I used to think you hate me
When you'd call me on the phone
But sometimes when you go out there
There's just pain at home
And when I dream of just lying in my bed
I think you got it in for me
Is it all in my head?
Is it in my head?

How can you convince me
When everything I see just makes me feel you're putting me down?
And if it's true, this pathetic clown will keep hanging around

But if you don't mind, I don't mind
I don't mind