I Hope It Hurts

I could feel the moment
Things changed
I can see the years pass
Things fade
And still I hold it close to my chest
Watched it slip right out of my hands
Treading dark waters these days
All we do is commiserate
And now it feels so far away
And all the years left in between
And you could never really fight fair
Late nights, cheap talk
We were right there
Feel hate everyday, it's a nightmare
And I earned my respect
Stole everything, now I've come to collect
Lets go

And I hope it hurts you
Cause it kills me everyday
I never wanted to
Be the one yeah, the one to break
And I'm bending
And you've twisted everything
And I don't want to be the one to let it slip away

Just say it all this time
There's nowhere left to run
Faded worth in my eyes
It's taken all I've got
And it's just what separates you and me
And I knew what it'd cost
And it changed everything for you and me
Forever we'll be lost
Now it's gone

I'm fading in and out of every dream state
And I'm just circling the drain

Cause in the end
We all get what's deserved
And I turned my back on the wolves
That grit their teeth outside my door
And I'll bear all the weight
Face up and then pay for mistakes
Could you say that you'd do the same?
Would you bleed for it everyday?

Just say it all this time
There's nowhere left to run
Faded worth in my eyes
It's taken all I've got
And it's just what separates you and me
And I knew what it'd cost
And it changed everything for you and me
Forever we'll be lost
And now I'm hoping
That sinking feeling is slowly
Crawling through your head
In every single seam
Tears you apart like it did me
And lately it's hopeless
My depth feels so out of focus
Your iris slowly closing in on me
Suffocating everything

Just say it all this time
There's nowhere left to run
Faded worth in my eyes
It's taken all I've got
And it's just what separates you and me
And I knew what it'd cost
And it changed everything for you and me
Forever we'll be lost

Just say it all this time
There's nowhere left to run
Faded worth in my eyes
It's taken all I've got
And it's just what separates you and me
And I knew what it'd cost
And it changed everything for you and me
Forever we'll be lost