Rain

Rain come and wash away everything that I see

Flood the room I’m in and cover me

When the water rises will you try to still remember me?

Sinking beneath that place you call your memory

If you’re the ghost, what could I ever be?

Haunting

You never needed it

You never felt what I felt

You don’t hurt like I hurt

No, I don’t need your help

I can sink by myself

I can hate by myself

I can live by myself

I can love no one else

I can feel

No, I can’t

I think no one else could ever sink to the place I learned to go within

That I learned to find comfort in

Mess

Mess

Just like the rest

Always behind but I’m doing my best

Wasting my time cause’ I don’t know what’s next

And scared doesn’t even begin to describe it

I try to deny it, the end is in sight

And I fight it with everything that’s inside and I’m lost

I’m so lost

So lost

Oh no, no, I just hope you know

Your emptiness infects me

Can’t breathe, my chest is heavy

No medicine can take away you

It feels never ending

To think you made me happy

I guess I lied to hide from the truth

Oh no, no, no

I guess I lied to hide from the truth