I Was a Happy Kid Once

All my hope is dead
I tried to see it all but all I see is red
Fuck what I said?
My mind played tricks to prove me wrong

Set me free
'Cause I am lost in the trenches
Misery
'Cause this pain is endless
And now I'm reaching out to you

So who can come and can save me now
Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge
So who can come and drag me out
Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge

Barrel to my head
My finger cannot wait to pull the fucking trigger
But I am holding back for now
As I try to remember

I was a happy kid once
With a heart of gold
Now stare into the abyss
It stares back to me with a glaze so cold

Darkness has a claim on me
A night in December
When it made me bleed black
I had to surrender

So who can come and can save me now
Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge
So who can come and drag me out
Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge

'Cause my life is a living hell
And I'm looking down that cliff right now
Whish I could say something different
But I see no way out

'Cause I'd die for something real
But I cannot feel reality
Make me feel
Save me from myself

Take me
Help me
Save me
Save me from myself

Time, life
Save me from myself
Save me