I can't help but think the worst of myself when
I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
I'm an optimist, but the pessimist wins sometimes
Mhm (mhm, mhm)
And I'm fightin' with the mirror when I thought that we were friends
I wanna disappear, but then I'm goin' out again
Am I gettin' better, or just better at pretendin'?
Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll just keep diggin' my grave
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under (six feet under)
Days (yeah), turn into nights and every night feels the same
It's hard to get dressed 'cause look at this mess I've made
I sit by myself, the stories I tell are fake
Uh-uh, uh
So I'm avoidin' every mirror, I can't look at her again
I'd rather disappear than have to wait to see the end
Am I gettin' better, or just better at pretendin'?
Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take? I'll just keep diggin' my grave
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under
I can't help but think the worst of myself when
I go out of my way to ruin my peace of mind
It's hard to keep breathin', why do I even try?
Mhm, mmm
Oh, some things never change
I'm still at war with my brain (war with my brain)
I want so badly to feel good, I wonder
How much more can I take?
I'll just keep diggin' my grave (diggin' my grave)
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under
(I won't be happy 'til) I'm six feet under
I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under
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