next to nothing

I could leave you here
But last july
Consumes my mind
I know how you feel
Nothing last's so
Why should I?

Denying alone won't solve
Anything at all
Diving inside my heart
Figure how we fell apart

I'm standing next to nothing
And I'm barely holding onto
Anything, anything
But you
Anything but you
Anything but you

Heart aching raw
Is it just me?
I can barely eat
I'm made of flaws
Why is it always me?
I can barely sleep

Denying alone won't solve
Anything at all
Diving inside my heart
Figure how we fell apart

I'm standing next to nothing
And I'm barely holding onto
Anything, anything
But you
Anything but you
Anything but you