The Continuum I: Welcome to Forever, Mr Nobody

Internal ba-ba-battery low
Sirius, would you like to initiate free fall?

Life can be so demandin'
When anxiety strikes, capable of withstandin'
The pressures you never
Never thought there'd be when you're with somebody

Why can't I just let this go?
Hide inside somethin' else's shadow
I'm desperate for release
Wrestled down to my knees
No matter how tough I think I may be

I plead, is it so hard to see
A better version of me?
I know life isn't fair
But it gets worse when you're goin' nowhere

A fear growin' since they found us
Voiced my distress, difficult to process
Inside my fantasy of conflicts
I'm scared to question if, if the real me still exists

Plead, is it so hard to see
A better version of me?
I know life isn't fair
But it gets worse when you're goin' nowhere

My time, it just don't mean shit
In a world of one where I live
Lyin' beneath, all that's left of the dream
Headstone reads, "Mr. Nobody"

Mr. Nobody
Will I forgive or submit to these hard times?
I've made up my mind
To leave this behind
No, the life that I've lived through in this state of review
I reject both old and new you
This is forever now

I'm-I'm-I'm-I'm-I am always awake

Plead, is it so hard to see
A better version of me?
I know life isn't fair
But it gets worse when you're goin' nowhere

A bit part actor playin'
The world's smallest violin
Standin' beneath an abandoned marquee
Where the words read, "Mr. Nobody"

Welcome to forever, Mr. Nobody
Welcome to forever, Mr. Nobody
You'll find it harmonious
The confines of loneliness
Welcome to forever, Mr. Nobody