Middle of a Breakdown

I'm in the middle of a breakdown
So frustrated, such a fuckin' waste now

Pushing a boulder up a hill while you stand there
I keep begging for your love but you don't care
I'm the best you would've had and it's not fair

Stuck in a loop, tryna prove and I'm too damn tired
I'm gonna choose me over you, so goodbye-ye-ye
F you and your whole crew, I'm gonna start a riot
(In the middle of a breakdown)

I'm in the middle of a breakdown
So frustrated, such a fuckin' waste now
I hope you hate me when you find out
Don't even need you or your pretty words now

Your eyes bleeding into me
More lies drippin' through your teeth
In the middle of a breakdown
Congratulations, what a fuckin' waste now
What a fuckin' waste now

I pretend that you got no effect on me
Too many times let you control my destiny
But now I'm done lettin' you get the best of me
Best of me

Stuck in a loop, tryna prove and I'm too damn tired
I'm gonna choose me over you, so goodbye-ye-ye
F you and your whole crew, I'm gonna start a riot

I'm in the middle of a breakdown
So frustrated, such a fuckin' waste now
I hope you hate me when you find out
Don't even need you or your pretty words now

Your eyes bleeding into me
More lies drippin' through your teeth
In the middle of a breakdown
Congratulations, what a fuckin' waste now

What a fuckin' waste now
I'm the best you would've had and it's not fair
What a fuckin' waste now
I'm the best you would've had

Stuck in a loop, too damn tired
I'm gonna choose, bye-ye-ye
(In the middle of a breakdown)

I'm in the middle of a breakdown
So frustrated, such a fuckin' waste now
I, I hope you hate me when you find out
Don't even need you or your pretty words now

Your eyes bleeding into me
More lies drippin' through your teeth
I should've known that you would cost me
Congratulations, now you fuckin' lost me
Now you fuckin' lost me