Letter to Myself

Scattered dreams

Collect what I used to be

This fight is an infinite maze

A hunt but without the chase

Reject the cure

My symptoms, your metaphor

Immortal yet still so feeble

Half human addictive evil

For a life I obsessed you

Now its time to forget you

And no matter how hard, I try

Cross your heart and swear you'll try

I am full of forgiveness

Let me out of this illness

There's a reason I stand revived

No more fears where tears don't dry

I write these lines

A crossword with random rhymes

Expressing the voice within me

The scars that won't ever leave me

Escaped it all

Imprisoned with hollow bars

Reducing my own desire

By calling myself a liar

For a life I obsessed you

Now its time to forget you

And no matter how hard, I try

Cross your heart and swear you'll try

I am full of forgiveness

Let me out of this illness

There's a reason I stand revived

No more fears where tears don't dry

I run

I cry

Please wait for me

I hold my breath just as I'm

Drowning

Feels like I'm

Flying

For a life I obsessed you

Now its time to forget you

And no matter how hard, I try

Cross your heart and swear you'll try

I am full of forgiveness

Let me out of this illness

There's a reason I stand revived

No more fears where tears don't dry