Say It Back

What makes you stay?
What makes you go?
What makes you wait?
I'll never know

When seasons change again
And you get bored of me
I want you to let me know
But I can't let you go

'Cause I love you
Like I'm supposed to
But you don't say it back
You never say it back
So now I hate you
And I hope it breaks you
I won't take it back
I won't take it back

Call it what you want but know I'm petty when it comes to you
I don't have an issue, if I miss you then I'm coming through
Every time you cross my mind I'm terrified of calling, oh God
So please don't cross it

I've been losing sleep and losing pieces of myself again
Everybody says I need a lover, but I need a friend
Talking to the walls inside my room and voices in my head
About, about

How much I love you
Like I'm supposed to
But you don't say it back
You never say it back
So now I hate you
And I hope it breaks you
I won't take it back
I won't take it back
'Cause I love you

How much I love you