How TF

Ay, huh
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I love you when I just really discovered what love is?
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that I need you?
I need a second to think what you dug in
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I want you when all I know is I never want it to end?
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I love you when I just really discovered what love is?
Running away again

How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that I love you
And know I really fucking mean what I said
You know I'm dealing with a million fucking things in my head
You know I need you like the air a nigga breathe but instead of having my back
You'd rather turn your back to me in the bed, you know I

Fuck it, I just need to unwind
You know that I ain't tryna be the fucking reason you crying
You know I'm working
Know I got a lot of things on my mind
You know that I wanna be with you 100% of the time
And she like, "Nigga, if you love me then say you love me then
I told you my secrets, nigga then don't judge me then
You still indecisive"
"Okay well fuck it then
Your dumb ass always trying to get the upper hand in the situation
Look I understand wait no fuck this shit no I don't
Wait forever while you get you together?
No I won't
If I still feel lonely with you then I'd rather just be alone"
Deep down I know what she want, but

How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I love you when I just really discovered what love is?
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that I need you?
I need a second to think what you dug in
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I want you when all I know is I never want it to end?
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I love you when I just really discovered what love is?
Running away again

Okay now how TF am I supposed to exercise
Sayin' all these words in my head out loud
Were you lying when you said you were proud?
'Cause I got work to do
Last thing I'm tryna do is work on me while hurting you
I know I'm known for breaking hearts, yeah
But don't hold that against me I was figuring it out
Really I'm the one your mama want inside the house
I just had to practice matching actions with my mouth

I been through a lot, a little traumatized
But now I feel like big magic
You ain't never kissed magic
You gon' drive the boat and I'm gon' pop a molly
Tequila with the worm and the weed's got it too high
Know I'm too old to be stepping on my own foot
I blame myself but I need you to take a second look
Probably robbed you for your feelings 'cause my ex made me a crook
Now I'm in it for the books, yeah

How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I love you when I just really discovered what love is?
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that I need you?
I need a second to think what you dug in
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I want you when all I know is I never want it to end?
Running away again
How the fuck am I supposed to tell you that
I love you when I just really discovered what love is?
Running away again

(Aye, aye)
Once upon a rhyme in a corner deep in my mind
Where thoughts transcend space and become moments in time
Blind ambition sat back with a watchful eye
Unaware that love at first sight would be something that he would find
Now hold up, too sweet for words and truly one of a kind
Kind soul convos about how the stars could align so perfect
And at a time so worth it, hold up
I'm lying laying down in the bed uneasy but on the surface I'm fine

And then like, she wanna ask me, she was like, "What are we?"(Well?)
I had to look at her and be like, I was like, "What are we? We are homo sapiens
(Bruh you tripping my boy) We are human beings, we, you and I
That, that's it, that's we", I mean I fuck with shawty, but it's like
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know that love shit weird