a little hope never hurt

Always leave my door unlocked
in case you change your mind
Wear makeup to the grocery store
what if I see you in line?
The ringer of my phone stays on
won’t sleep through your drunk call
But who am I to think
you even miss me
at all?
I'll hold on but i'm exhausted
I remember everything, you forgot it
Part of me feels idiotic
but it’s my last resort to comment
So I’ll miss while you move on
Hard you hate you when I loved us
But a little hope never hurt anyone
I look a little too hard for you
whenever i’m in a crowd
Glued my headphones to my ears
you’re too fucking hard to drown out
Called our friends to my 21st
hoping you’d come around
Though I’d never admit it to myself
you’re celebrating someone else
I'll hold on but i'm exhausted
I remember everything, you forgot it
Part of me feels idiotic
but it’s my last resort to comment
So I’ll miss while u move on
Hard you hate you when I loved us
but a little hope never hurt anyone
1, 2, 3, 4
I want you to know
but I don't want to tell you
I’d pick up your call
but is that something only I’d do
I text you drunkenly
intoxicated love receipts
Did you know that you’re hard to let go of?
Is it my fault, think I loved you too much
I'll hold on but i'm exhausted
I remember everything, you forgot it
Part of me feels idiotic
but how am I supposed to stop this?
So I’ll miss while u move on
Hard you hate you when I loved us
But a little hope never hurt anyone