Longer Than I Anticipated

It took longer than I anticipated

My body's broken, I'm a washed up wannabe
But there's only me to blame for where my time went
And everybody says you'll wind up just like me
We look the same but you're so different
You're motivated, you don't ponder your life
And get frustrated, you're stronger than I ever was
It took longer than I anticipated

A friend of mine said you have potential
But you never pay attention to your inner monologue
Maybe you should have listened to what your mother told you
When you dropped out of college you dumbass (oh my god)

You don't know shit about my life
You didn't ask to be here, I don't want to hear you
Ever again, in my apartment
Don't say that we're friends, we've never been friends
I don't give a shit about your wife
Okay that crossed the line, that was really uncalled for
Sorry for that, I'd like to retract
What I said to you and your stupid wife
But can't you see where I'm coming from
You keep on acting like we're having fun but
This isn't fun for anyone
Especially me, because I don't like you
But now I've got egg on my face
I've made a grave mistake
I rejected you, after all we've been through
I was too blind to see that you're literally me

It took longer than I anticipated

My body's broken, I'm a washed up wannabe
But there's only me to blame for where my time went
And everybody says you'll wind up just like me
We look the same but you're so different
You're motivated, you don't ponder your life
And get frustrated, you're stronger than I ever was
It took longer than I anticipated