I Really Loved Harold

They told me when I was little

I'd go to heaven if I was good

Now I'm a long way from little

'Cause I tried to find heaven

'Cause I thought that I could

I thought that I could

And I thought I loved Harold

And I really loved John

I really loved Alfie

I almost loved Tom

I loved them so easy

And I loved them so free

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me

Hallo, song of the willow

The dreams under my pillow

Turned to tears that I cried

Beauty and love are our riddle

Never to answer, but always to try

And, boy, did I try

And I tried with Harold

And I tried with John

I tried with Alfie

And almost with Tom

I left myself open

For the whole world to see

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me

So I said goodbye to Harold

And goodbye to John

Goodbye to Alfie

And goodbye to Tom

I loved them so easy

And I loved them so free

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me

Oh say, can you see?

By the dawn's early light

No light will shine me