I Was On Your Side

I've been acting different lately

You said "Ethan, why do you hate me?"

We all need a little hatred

Once in a while

I've made one for you to holler

You said "Ethan, why do you bother?"

Oh why do you let me suffer?

Have you forsaken me?

Why do I always feel so guilty?

I'm a loser won't you kill me?

All my life you're smiling coldly

Would you just let me go?

What I'd give for a little atonement

I must look so fucking boneless

Oh why do you make me hold this

It's much too heavy

I was looking through the stars in the night

I'm wondering if one of them was you

The reaper's looking art my name in his book

I bet he's counting down the grains of sand

He's waiting patiently to take my hand

He's gonna take me to the creek with you

Does he know that I was on your side?

Can he see that I was on your side?