Never Did

[Verse 1: Etta Bond]

Our love was bigger than hip-hop

Like finding something dope in a thrift shop

The first toke when you're pissed off

Like getting home drunk to your bed

Like a fast car needs a pit stop

Weren't into kissing, greet each other like we're mates

Tryna hold it down, act like it wasn't on a plate

Been looking for you ever since you got away

I'd drop it all, Alfie Moon, straight run up on your plane

But it wouldn't be the same

[Hook: Raf Riley]

Crazy how it changes, like I feel strange

Thinking of your name as if I never did love ya

Now I'm tryna place that old familiar face

It don't look the same, like I never did love ya

From running on my team to just a memory

Was it all a dream? Maybe I never did love ya

Funny how this shit ain't always what it seems

[Verse 2: Etta Bond]

Almost in an instant, something changed

Feels different now when you say my name

I never tried to play games

You always set the pace, I just stepped the same

All I ever wanted was to give you what you want

Got no choice if you say you really want me gone

If you wanna stay then I swear I'll make it work

I'd be yours till I'm buried under six foot of dirt

In your T-shirt

[Hook: Raf Riley]

Crazy how it changes, like I feel strange

Thinking of your name as if I never did love ya

Now I'm tryna place that old familiar face

It don't look the same, like I never did love ya

From running on my team to just a memory

Was it all a dream? Maybe I never did love ya

Funny how this shit ain't always what it seems

[Bridge: Etta Bond]

You, always on my mind

After all this time

Everywhere I go

I still feel you with me now

I barely get a smile

You'd think we'd never met

You'd never think

We used to be something

[Verse 3: A2]

I know I gotta find myself before I find you

Plus, I'm lying to myself until I find truth

Think I'm running out of luck, love it when I hit it but don't duck

They say nothing gets blinded in love, guess I'm blind too

Been this way for months

She thinks all the signs come from above

Told her all the scud for the night cruise

Look, but you can't touch

Giving her the eyes when we're at lunch

Now she wanna fuck to one of my tunes

Swear she's always mad at me

Table for two, I think she's got split personalities

And all these magazines got her watching her calories

She's into galleries, wants to improve her salary

I'm tryna keep my sanity

Keep it on the lowkey, you know me

Blow trees like I'm smoky, voice box croaky

It hits me when I'm lonely

I swear I love her, then I hate her

I'm still tryna keep her like a goalie, for real

[Hook: Raf Riley]

Crazy how it changes, like I feel strange

Thinking of your name as if I never did love ya

Now I'm tryna place that old familiar face

It don't look the same, like I never did love ya

From running on my team to just a memory

Was it all a dream? Maybe I never did love ya

Funny how this shit ain't always what it seems