09:35 AM / PRETENDING NOTHINGS WRONG

Waking on a whisky haze

Sleeping waking fucked both ways

Hope I didn't call you late

Remember now you weren't awake

How'd I get home?

Where's the damn phone?

Turn onto my side, I'm straight

Wallet's by the bed, I'm saved

Stop the fucking world, I'm flayed

What a fucking mess I've made

Nights that sabotage my days

Maybe that's the way I'm made

Jeep that never had no brakes, no

Can't make it to the bed 'til the weight's gone

Praying I'm a man when I wake up, when I wake up

Pretending nothing's wrong

Pretending nothing's wrong

When all the time

Your pain goes on

Buckled at the bathroom, wake

Swore I wouldn't wake up late

Slip into the past, it's fate

Fingers in my throat, fish bait

And that's the eggs gone

And that's the legs gone

Forehead on the floor, I'm straight

Face against the tiles, I'm saved

Stop the fucking world, I'm flayed

What a fucking mess I've made

What a fucking mess I've made

Pretending nothing's wrong

Pretending nothing's wrong

When all the time

Your pain goes on

Don't look now

But your loneliness is showing

It's in your face, girl

The heartache's a-glowing

"Hello"

"Alright Berwyn"

"Where the hell were you last night?"

"Where the fuck were we?"

"Where did you go?"

"I dont even know where we are, were man. Jesus"

"Where did you go bro? You said you were going to the toilet… you just disappeared"

"Oh Jesus. Man..."

"You said you were going to the toilet. You disappeared"

"Was I with someone… or by myself or…"

"You're a madman, you know that yeah?"

"No. I'm gonna die"

"You gotta stop mixing your drinks man, you gotta stop mixing the drinks "

"Jesus Christ man. I don't fucking remember anything Berwyn "

"Are you still alive?"

"No"