A Violet Ending

GO!

Don't try over and over
My veins on the floorboard
Spilling out the empty summer
Your chemical heart beats
Across our reflection
And shattered what was left of your self intent

Buried under the memory silence cuts our breath
You lost your affection and I lost myself

Do you know what it's like to lie in bed awake at night?
Remember all the awful things you said out loud?
When nothing feels like home
And nothing lasts forever
I'm asleep in a dream
Wide awake in a nightmare

The embers of your cigarettes cast ashes over my regrets
A shallow reminder of your self intent

Buried under the memory silence cuts our breath
You lost your affection and I lost myself

Do you know what it's like to lie in bed awake at night?
Remember all the awful things you said out loud?
When nothing feels like home
And nothing lasts forever
I'm asleep in a dream
Wide awake in a nightmare

Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find
Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find
(A violet ending on your lips that carved the words you sang from depths
That I could never I could never find)
Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find
A violet ending on your lips that carved the words you sang from depths
That I could never I could never find
(Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find)

Do you know what it's like to lie in bed awake at night?
Remember all the awful things you said out loud?
When nothing feels like home
And nothing lasts forever
I'm asleep in a dream
Wide awake in a nightmare

Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find