4ever.Urs/Pt. III

[Chorus]

Are you proud of your creation look what I've been facing

Obstacles from your demise got me losing patience

I'm not afraid of the future I don't know what's in store

Walk in peace but in my mind a nigga starting wars

I'm forever yours

I'm forever yours

Walk in peace but in my mind a nigga starting wars

I'm forever yours

[Verse: 4ever.Urs]

Rub my head and tell me shit gon be straight

I know it's false but you don't know what's at stake

Losing myself with every dream of this cake

Incite a riot when the pen is loose

The violence got me in the mood to send a couple blessings through

So pray with me

I know I'm hard to deal with but can you stay with me

Go to sleep at nightfall and start the day with me, shit

I miss my moms but that's life

I wish I had a chance to make some shit right

Had I known I would've picked up the phone

I heard the voicemail a million times I wish I was home

To tell you don't leave I'm on my way

Shit, guess I was too busy recording

My frame of mind was jaded, your love wasn't important

I'm apologetic, depression wasn't my aesthetic

But I gambled your emotions on the fold let you tell it

I wish I never called you bitch, I was lost in my emotions

Still sorry bout the shit but you was right

I'm special God made me himself

And I appreciate the love you gave me even the belts

I still think about the funeral and feelings I felt

I look at you and see myself, one love

[Verse: Part III]

I'm trapped, in the confines of being a man

Knowing my place when I throw rocks no hiding my hand

The principles that my brother taught me

He also taught me how to know myself

Yet I'm still learning the steps

I'm lost, in my thoughts it's been this way for some years

Tryna cope with losing friends I'm speaking on what I fear

Spill my guts when I write words

Unbalanced but the totem pole steady growing inches

That's why I stoop in all my pictures I just keep it low

It's like the moment I get somewhere my life takes a turn around

Just thoughts that I should share because my feelings get watered down

Shit, I can't explain with just some rhymes and a beat

Pick up ya feet stop complaining bout the shit you can't reach

Just aim higher than expected show them niggas your worth

The only destiny on this earth is dead in the dirt

At least that's promised

I felt this way since I was a novice just a youngin out for commas

But it's deeper than money and pussy

I feel like God overlooked me I'm his resurrection

Just hope the people round point me in the right direction

I'm focused on self, keep it grounded my nigga don't you focus on wealth

Life is more than knowing yourself

I see it now

But a nigga ain't supposed to see the bigger picture

I get ya, 21 in July, media probably kill me off by June

If that's the truth I'll be with mama soon

Fuck, fuck i fucked it up