They Wanted Darkness...

Sometimes we miss old friends
Until we remember they weren't friends
You see, treachery in memories
It always takes a different spin
Until it happens again and again
And it's that time again
You're just in time to break me down
You said you want my pain?
Yeah, I gave you pain
I'll give you pain
Until it's gone
Uh-uh

You wanna know my deal?
The reason I can't deal?
Why I crack under the pressure of always feeling guilty
Of never pleasing anyone
'Cause no one here can get over their shit
But it's that time again
There's always time
To bring me down
You say you want my heart
Just to tear it apart
But that's my favorite part of me
Yeah, that's the only part I love

And you, you can't tell me how to be myself
Just wait
I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself
You can't break me down again
Or change my mind on this
I'm breaking out of this, your darkness

No one's ever felt like this before
Oh, no
No one's ever been like me before
I'm sure of it, sure of it
You can't tell me how to be myself
Just wait
I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself
You can't break me down again
Or change my mind on this
I'm breaking out of this
Your darkness

Would you die for me if I lived for you?
But turn your back on me
If I continue to follow my heart?
How could you?
Throw me away (I can't be)
Just let me be (So perfectly)
And hate me for me (Untrue for you)
Loving a lie (I can't be)
Deny me life (So perfectly)
But I still love you (Untrue for you)
But why should I?