Poison or Patience

[Intro: Caleb Hiltunen]

Poison or patience to make me okay

'Cause I hate myself today

Every second feels the same

When I hate myself

[Verse 1: Drew Polovick]

Yeah

Waking up's a rip off

I could be asleep but instead I'm here pissed off

Think about a time that I said something dumb

Should'a caught a fat lip and then some, yeah

And maybe that would make me feel better

Throwin' up my error and I put it under pressure

Take it back, no chance, no way, never

No hope, too late

[Chorus: Caleb Hitunen]

Poison or patience to make me okay

'Cause I hate myself today

Every second feels the same

When I hate myself today

I hate myself today (Today)

[Verse 2: OSTON]

I don't wanna be upset anymore

Body far from my head, spiral on my bedroom floor

I'm circlin' the drain, better slow it down

Fuck it, never mind, watch me go around

And momma I'm an internet hero

Don't pay a therapist, I got my ones and my zeros

To keep my company when I'm feelin' low

Oh god, I can't afford to be original

[Chorus: OSTON, OSTON and Caleb Hiltunen]

So it's poison or patience to make me okay

'Cause I hate myself today

Every second feels the same

When I hate myself today

I hate myself today

I hate myself today

I hate myself today

Oh god, I hate myself today

[Outro: Caleb Hiltunen, OSTON, Both]

I paid the price for change

(I hate myself today)

I learned to bear the weight

(I hate myself today)

Now I'm sellin' out for pain

(I hate myself today)

And I hate myself today