Let You People Down

There are times that I’ve prayed

For this ship to go down

And for me to be the only one

The only one who drowns

And also days that I’ve wished

That I cease to exist

But I’d never go and say those words aloud

Because I never wanna let you people down

There are moments in the dawn

All conclusions foregone

And the memories are lingering

And the ghosts are gathering ‘round

I watch the sunrise from the yard

Thinking “maybe I’ll find God”

Looking for an answer in the clouds

Trying so hard not to let you people down

No I never wanna let you people down