If I'm Honest

[Verse 1]

My bed is so empty

But my bathroom’s full of all the things you use

I remember you loved me

Sitting at a table meant for two

So tell me you need me

Staying up for days awake inside my room

I want you to want me

But you’re moving out and I don’t know what to do

[Chorus]

If I’m honest I don’t know why

You don’t mind

Never seeing me again

‘Cause for me it was the first time

My whole life

Never dreamed that it would end

But then you let me go!

[Verse 2]

God damn it I'm lonely

We built a life together now we're through

And I hope that you're happy

But I pray you never find somebody new

(And you said!)

Baby, none of it had to do with you

None of it had to do with you

Baby, none of it had to, none of it had to

None of it had to do with you

[Chorus]

If I’m honest I don’t know why

You don’t mind

Never seeing me again

‘Cause for me it was the first time

My whole life

Never dreamed that it would end

But then you let me go!

But then you let me go!

[Bridge]

It’s a sick feeling to know

The pit in my stomach

Welcomes me home

‘Cause the one we used to own

Is locked in the catacombs

Boarded and closed

So I’ll just put on some clothes

I’ll get in the shower get ready to go

To the places we used to go

I’ll cross ‘em off one by one I suppose

I’ll buy one of those plants that you used to grow

I’ll save up some money I’ll fix up my home and I’ll

Stay there for months and I’ll stay there for years and I’ll

Strike up some hope for the first time in ages and

I’ll get the strength

To see how you’ve grown

Maybe I’ll be okay

With being alone