Suffer in Silence

Someone told me once that I need thicker skin
Now all I have are scars
Someone else suggested I should look within
If I want any answers

I don't wanna, talk about my feelings anymore
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure

I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence

Someone tried to tell me, I was powerless
And they thought they were right (right, right, right, right)
Better not to bet against me, no matter what you heard
I'll never throw a fight

And I don't wanna, talk about my feelings anymore
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I can see through, the illusion if I close my eyes
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies, lies, lies, lies

I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence

I think I'm about to go over the edge
And I don't know how to fly (and I don't know how to fly)

I don't wanna, talk about my feelings anymore
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes (suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies, lies, lies, lies

I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence