Did You Get the Feeling?

I've been thinking of you, but
Not in a weird way
You just tend to pop up when I'm having a clear day
Maybe I'm lonely or maybe I miss
The possibility of my cheek on your chest and

We're calling this coming Sunday
There's the anxious part of me that thinks you're doing it for my sake
So I'll take a sip of something forbidden
It tends to do the trick when I need to stop thinking

Oh god
This isn't fair
The last time that I had fun it's only cause you were there
I drank one too many beers
And we went to town on our fears and it was healing
Did you get the feeling?

You and I we're
Both moving
I am from a different country but you're heading closer to it
It is so fun to romanticise
But I'll be feeling pretty stupid when you're on the other side

I'm too shy to ask about it
Cause I know you're seeing someone
And you have for quite some time
But last I heard it is going south
I'm happy but I know that's pretty shit to say out loud

Oh god
It isn't fair
The last time that I had fun it's only cause you were there
At midnight we went for a walk
I thought, "we're gonna do more than just talk,"
I was reeling
Did you get the feeling?
I guess you got the feeling

Something in me piped up and screamed
You're out of luck yeah you're just dreaming
I'll never spill my guts
Because I'm sure that if I asked, you'd still be leaving

Did you get the feeling?