Better Without You

Tell me right now, are we both waiting for something to say
On a white couch, drinking whiskey to numb all the pain
Are we done if I put us in reverse
Pull the plug cause it might be getting worse
Parachute down, but I'll never get out of the woods

I waste so many days just wondering
When I rewind I did it all wrong, wrong

Maybe it's good or bad I don't know in the moment
Yes or no, stay or go are the same and I finally know
That when the walls collapse, I'm still my best around you
After all of this, I'm not convinced that I'll ever be better
Without you
Will I ever be better without you?
I don't know if I'll ever be better without you

Seeing both sides I think I'm more than a little confused
Look in your eyes, I know that I never could choose
Overlook all the bad things going around
All the good is the sun behind a cloud
Give me nine lives, I still wouldn't know what to do

I waste so many days just wondering
When I rewind I did it all wrong, wrong

Maybe it's good or bad I don't know in the moment
Yes or no, stay or go are the same and I finally know
That when the walls collapse, I'm still my best around you
After all of this, I'm not convinced that I'll ever be better
Without you
Will I ever be better without you?
I don't know if I'll ever be better without you
No I won't be better without
Will I ever be better without you?
No I won't be better without
I don't know if I'll ever be better without you

I try to see the forest through the trees
Look up at the sky and catch the leaves
(Catch the leaves)
And can we just agree to disagree
Turn around and come right back to me
(Come right back to me)

Maybe it's good or bad I don't know in the moment
Yes or no, stay or go are the same and I finally know
That when the walls collapse, I'm still my best around you
After all of this, I'm not convinced that I'll ever be better
Without you
Will I ever be better without you?
I don't know if I'll ever be better without you
No I won't be better without
Will I ever be better without you?
No I won't be better without
I don't know if I'll ever be better without you