Bad to Myself

I'm done with the drinking
Falling flat on my face, wasted
But when you're on my good grace
I just can't find my friends like I'm lost at the party

I'm done with the boys who
Keep causing me pain, poison
When I carry the blame
It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody

Now it's all in the past
No, I'm not going back

Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself

Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself, yeah

I'm done being selfish
My hollow words, lying
So that I can't be heard
And I need a chance and a real conversation

I'm done overthinking
Every step that I take
Was it the way that I hesitate?
And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, mm

Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself

Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself

No demon in me that I can't fight
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Even through awful seasons
Fighting for my new freedom

No demon in me that I can't fake
Look in the mirror, this is my life
Even through awful seasons
Fighting for my new freedom

Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself

Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
Of being bad to myself
Bad, bad to myself, yeah